A Mysterious Beginning
I guess with all new things, there is an introduction. Allow me to give you a basic summary of myself.
My name is Juke Blu' Sare. This isn't my legal name, but its the name of the 3 who are here besides the original host. Now I hope anyone reading can understand that for me to have DID, I went through some rough shit. Anyone familiar with DID should know what this entails. PTSD(post traumatic stress disorder), MDD(major depressive disorder), GAD(generalized anxiety disorder), and the list goes on.
Despite all that though, for 19 years I made myself believe I'm perfectly fine(influenced by outsiders of course). After not being able to continue working any job for more than 2 months, its clear to me that I shouldn't overestimate myself.
PTSD truly is a disability and its made it damn near impossible for me to leave home normally. I have my boyfriend and copious amount of games, books, and yarn for crocheting but... that's not sustainable. I need a job and I can't get one in conventional ways. So I searched wide and far for a job that could help me pay the expensive cost of just trying to live at the most basic level. I found Blogging and copywriting, but it seemed like a dream.
Now I'm here, realizing that I am worth something. Not only is DID rare, its so misunderstood and misrepresented. I'm gonna take this opportunity, not just for myself and well-being, but in hopes I can create a beautiful safe place for people like me. Now that this short little introduction is coming to a close I'd like to direct you to the alters in this system. I should also mention that even though I myself do ridiculous amount of research on this disorder, I don't particularly like using the proper wording. I grew up calling all of us separate souls and beings in one body. It just feels awkward to refer to ourselves any differently. I hope this doesn't bother many. Welp, without further ado, lets meet my alters <3
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